Petite La Fleur

April 21, 2015 The smell of freshly cut grass, the sound of distant chatter, and the feeling of a slight spring breeze surrounds me. I'm not walking with anyone, but sometimes I enjoy the peace and quiet of being by myself, I just hate feeling alone. My stomach spins in circles as my mind circles itself with thoughts and I'm not sure if I'm feeling happy or nauseous. It's been an odd day even though it's just started. My hair falls down my back in a tangly, wavy mess but I've never been able to tame it, so why try now? I've noticed recently that my nose is crooked but it doesn't bother me since my glasses seem to hide that flaw. They also manage to hide that my left eye is a lazy eye and smaller than my right. Not to mention if I get a pimple my glasses tend to cover that as well. I stare at myself in the mirror a lot, not out of conceit, I just end up day dreaming. Sort of. I wonder what I look like to other people. I came to the realization...

April 20, 2015 I don't know about you guys, but the end of the school year is always so stressful for me. I woke up at 7:30 today, got dressed in a black sweater with my denim shirt underneath, blue jeans and my plain black shoes with white laces. I made my lunch and then ate a somewhat breakfast (a small slice of pizza and a Special K Bar) and then left with my mom.  In EOC Prep, Emilia and I were put in the same group to do a Chemistry EOC Packet review and then we were given our benchmarks from Chemistry class last Friday and had to finish our test analysis before we could leave. Next, I had lunch with Emilia and finished an online Stoichiometry test for Chemistry and a mini practice EOC test for Algebra. I had to reschedule my cello lesson because I didn't really have time to practice this week when she had given me a lot to work on and I had tons of things to get done today during lunch.  Emilia and I then walked to our Algebra class where we were put into our...